IM SUPER GIRLLLL!

AND IM HERE TO SAVE THE WORLD!!

JK. Im here to update my blog and drop this load off. Yall know i dont got no sense of humor, lol. Anyyyyyyyyyyywaysssssssss. Hi!Idk where to starttt! Perhaps i should start that im so totally happy that i remember my p.w for this blog! Lol. Just looking back on my previous post, i was like wow, i was such a BASIC BITCH!!! BLAHHH!! Yeah, i done stepped my shit up! I mean i havent gotten that far over the pass what? 2 years? as much as i would have liked, but im starting to craft and gain control over this ship called life. I just want to thank God. For the knowledge, his love, and beleiving in me when I couldnt believe in myself. In a previous post i had said that i trust God. and aint nothin changed cuz i still do!!!!! My faith is still strong, possibly stronger!. Because Ive learned from all of my mistakes. Its 2014 and I'm determined to SUCCEED. Im working on my ambition and getting my shit together!! Wow I feel like a different person almost. Like, reading those posts, I could tell that im in a different head space. I was so not confident, but NOW??!! NOBODY CANT TELL ME SHIT!! Im the queen, and the world is my runway!!! I know that was cheesy but thats how i feel!!! With God all things are possible and back then i didnt really know that and did not think in that way. This year is all about positivity and laughing in the face of fear. I dont got nothing to prove to nobody, but I want to prove to MYSELF that God knew all along that I had "IT" in me all along to be successful. I have my mind set on making MILLIONS.. IF NOT BILLIONS! Its in my reach and i know this. I just got to get it more together! Sooooooooo, lemme talk about this life and get yall caught up. Arianna (my oldest)just turned 8 last month. I STILL cant believe it has been 8 yrs since i became a mother! Idk where the time has gone, but it is a blessing to have her in my life. She loves learning and dancing/cheerleading. Im going to sign her up for cheerleading this year bc last year she had to sit on the side lines as my niece was on the squad, and i felt bad. So im making my business to make it happen this year. She also is very crafty and has a personality thats the sweetest. she has her moments, but thats life and i love her to death and i wouldnt have it any other way. She is so bright and funny and in her is pure <3. Jayden on the other hand!!! lmao. Jk. Jayden turns 5 this May. Boy time is flying. I still remember when he was my little ball head mean ass little baby! Now he's older and still a jerk. lol. Only when he doesnt get his way, but we're working on it :). He is soooooooo funny and sooooooo smart! He still loves cars, and he loves when i read to him. I sware my kids are going to be GREATTT!! JUST WAIT ON IT! There is something i have changed about me. Im quick to keep my mouth shut then to run my mouth about my personal life. I said in a previous post that i felt like i had bad luck when it came to love, but its just all in my head! I know how to play it now. Im single but theres someone im talking to. His name is D-man/Darryl. He's alright. I still talk to my ex Michael. He's currently incarcerated doing a five year run. I cant wait till he first jump, bc i miss his ass so much. We still write, and whats understood doesnt have to be explained ;). hahahaha, he's going to be home in begginning of 2016! Im unemployed, but i want to go into business for myself. I have been balancing and tossing around a few ideas. HELL, I MIGHT JUST GO WITH ALL OF THEM!!! Lol. But FOREAL, i want my kids to know with you put your head to it, it can happen, and to believe in yourself and follow your dreams!! Well, i think Ive summed it up a little, so ill just leave this post right here. I plan to make my blog VERY POSITIVE and try to be more of a person that people can look up too! I also may start writting poems on here. Idk, who knowsss! But im here to stay for a while. See ya soon. xoxo- TAY